Day 166: Hope and Lies

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and present to my world a different, more positive presentation of myself not realizing the consequence that is produced by such deceptive behavior

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to build my reality on lies and justify them within hope that these lies will come to pass without notice or consequence

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the exposure of lies because I have built my life upon these lies and now I fear to lose what I have created not realizing that what I have created is not real but an illusion as it’s based on lies

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that only who I am as the mind has fear to lose the illusion thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to identify myself with the mind and believe it’s who I really am and that the fear I experience is real

And thus I realize that who I am as the being walking the process of life is more than glad to expose the lies and get rid of the illusion within that taking absolute responsibility for these lies and the consequences that I have created as the liar

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that until I have fear of loss I have a problem where now this is an absolute indication to investigate what it is I fear losing within realizing that only illusion can be lost while what is real will always remain here thus there can be no fear

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to preach self-honesty while living a lie which is obviously a huge contradiction and thus showing to me a divided being that I have become not realizing that equality of all parts is the only possible solution

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how lies and the fear is limiting my reality where I constantly have to think and be aware to not lose the lie instead of expressing myself without fear and without thinking

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to choose to live a lie because the reality without it is not beautiful and requires extensive self-responsibility to be taken care of thus living a lie is living a lazy life

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to remove all lies and build a new reality based on integrity and self-honesty within realizing that this is the only life worth living

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that lies equal self-interest and self-interest is what make this world a real hell thus by removing all lies I prove to myself that I have to remove self-interest and thus become a responsible being that has a right to live on this earth in equality and ones with all that is here

I commit myself to stop the illusion of life based on lies and return to self-honesty realizing that is the only truth that is worth living

I commit myself to stop all hope and future projections not realizing that it the function of the mind to not face the reality right here and right now

I commit myself to remove all lies from my life so that I could walk in this reality without fear to lose the lie and what I have created in and through the lies

I commit myself to stop and investigate my world to see  where I keep the lie so that I could clean myself from these lies, and take absolute responsibility for the mess that is already created

 

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Creation’s Journey to Life

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