Day 172: From Zero to Hero

 

This blog is a continuation within the series of blogs I am writing about I am not good enough character which manifests itself within situations where I have to take action by making a decision to actively participate in my everyday reality. In this blog I am looking at the dimension of FEAR of this character seeing what fears are present as the points of origin for this character to exist.

Introductory Blog

 

Fear Dimension

Fear of being judged

– Fear of making mistakes

– Fear of confrontation/people

– Fear of losing myself and that which I know

– Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

– Fear of losing free choice

– Fear of the responsibility

 

Fear of making mistakes

Self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear making mistakes when and as I participate in my reality either in conversations/interactions with other people or embarking on some projects/tasks/assignments where because of this fear I start to participate extensively in my mind trying to find the best possible course of actions to take by scanning through all my accumulated knowledge and information database not realizing within this how I am actually going further and further into my mind and away from being here in the physical reality and seeing in common sense what I can best do to respond to whatever comes up in my reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not give myself the gift of allowing myself to make mistakes in the process of getting to know me through participating actively in my reality within realization that I have grown up in a society that has never encouraged my sense of responsibility and my ability to view my world critically assessing each situation/event in common sense but where I was only taught to follow the preprogrammed knowledge written by those who went before me and which is based on self-interest and which now seeps in through each interaction I ever have within my reality and so because I can see this self-interest I have defined myself as “not good enough” and became afraid to take any action fearing the consequences of them

Thus I commit myself to give myself the gift of getting to know myself through active participation in my world where within that I take full responsibility for everything that I uncover about myself and correct that which is not life supportive into that what’s best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through fear of making mistakes utilize excessive thinking in hope to prepare myself for the world, where I try to “conquer” the “I am not good enough” character by simply accumulating knowledge and information never really applying it practically in the real world not realizing that the real expertise comes from doing and not from thinking about doing it

I commit myself to stop the desire for perfection which I am trying to build up in my mind through realizing that perfection comes only from real physical actions and that the beginning of real living where I come out of the mind will not necessarily match my mind’s generated idea about myself and so I am prepared for humbleness that might be revealed when I enter reality – yet I commit myself to go through whatever it takes to break my illusion and become for real, no matter how many mistakes I have to do on the way

to be continued

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