Day 174: Fear of the unknown

 

This blog is a continuation within the series of blogs I am writing about “I am not good enough” character which manifests itself within situations where I have to take action by making a decision to actively participate in my everyday reality. In this blog I am looking at the dimension of FEAR of this character seeing what fears are present as the points of origin for this character to exist.

Introductory Blog

 

Fear Dimension

 

Fear of being judged

Fear of making mistakes

Fear of confrontation/people

Fear of losing myself and that which I know

Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

Fear of losing free choice

Fear of the responsibility

 

Fear of losing myself and that which I know

Self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of the limited version of me within which I feel safe not having to deal with the big world around me, a world which I perceive to be hostile and scary and so in that I simply state that I am not good enough and remain enclosed in the little room of myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this world is just too big to be grasped and within that believe limit and deny myself any practical, self-directed and structured self-education and expansion

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to carry within me the memory of the dream that I once had where I in the dream I found myself standing in my room. Upon realizing that I am in the dream I decided to walk out of my room and go to the moon as I had this desire within me in the waking state as well while practicing lucid dreaming. When I got myself out of my room I suddenly found myself standing on the moon which looked absolutely fake to my disappointment. Then from here I focused my attention outside into the space around me and saw what I perceived to be infinity and within that I became absolutely petrified of this vastness and the unknown. The next moment I saw in the space in the distance was my little room from where I left and so the next moment I fled back to my room at the speed of light where upon finding myself back there I felt the known safety and comfort of the familiar.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to upon holding on to this dream believe that I am just not ready yet to leave and let go of my little space that I exist in and as and explore the bigger reality beyond my comfort zone

I commit myself to remove and delete all my perceptions of what lies beyond that which is known to me within realization that whatever I imagine and perceive is based on my limited understanding of the mind and thus I stabilize myself here in and as my physical as the only tangible reality that is always here

I commit myself to stop all believes about the incomprehensible vastness of this reality and design and structure in specificity my process of self-education that will allow me to become an active participant in the matters that do matter

 

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