Day 175: Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

 

This blog is a continuation within the series of blogs I am writing about “I am not good enough” character which manifests itself within situations where I have to take action by making a decision to actively participate in my everyday reality. In this blog I am looking at the dimension of FEAR of this character seeing what fears are present as the points of origin for this character to exist.

Introductory Blog

 

Fear Dimension

 

Fear of being judged

Fear of making mistakes

Fear of confrontation/people

Fear of losing myself and that which I know

Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

Fear of losing free choice

Fear of the responsibility

 

Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

Self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when in moments of seeing more of the reality of myself where I see the extent of limitation that I exist in and as go into the state of fear and self-judgment believing I’ll never be able to sort it all out because it’s just too much

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I react to situations/events in my reality which I perceive to be small and insignificant go into self-judgment where I start to project and define myself into the future as being completely inadequate to see and face the bigger reality of myself

I commit myself to in the moments when I open up to see the bigger truth of myself I stop the fear by bringing myself back to breathing and realize that what I am experiencing in the moment is the same as I would experience for example starting a new job or some area of exploration where initially it always seems scary and too much, yet I realize through experience that in time with constant and consistent self-education it all starts to make sense and so becomes more and more clear. Thus I commit myself to practice patience where I slow myself down and look at my situation practically assessing what are the next necessary steps to be taken to move myself in my process of expanding and facing more parts of mysel

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still live in hope and desire for a “quick fix” where in this I compromise my discipline to walk the process consistently and effectively in daily self-application

I commit myself to stop any and all fantasies, hopes, desires about quick transcendence of the patterns that I exist in and as and so I commit myself to daily apply myself in writing, reading, investigating, participating in group activities as a realization that who we are now as human beings have been designed and created throughbextended time and thus it will take time and patience to break our old ways and replace with new behavior patterns that supports us as who we are as life

 

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