Day 176: Fear of Responsibility

 

This blog is a continuation within the series of blogs I am writing about “I am not good enough” character which manifests itself within situations where I have to take action by making a decision to actively participate in my everyday reality. In this blog I am looking at the dimension of FEAR of this character seeing what fears are present as the points of origin for this character to exist.

Introductory Blog

 

Fear Dimension

 

Fear of being judged

Fear of making mistakes

Fear of confrontation/people

Fear of losing myself and that which I know

Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

Fear of losing free choice

Fear of  the responsibility

 

Fear of the responsibility/Fear of losing free choice

Self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my free choice to do what I like doing not realizing the all my likes and dislikes constitute me as the “not good enough” character and thus until I hold on to my free choice to do what I like as who I believe I am I will not change

Thus I commit myself to investigate all the areas of my life where I look at what it is that I like and dislike, what are my preferences and inclinations and so within that keep only these parts of me which actually support me in becoming a more expansive and responsible human being

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to choose in each moment of breath to stand in alignment with who I really am as the only real character which is the physical character of this earth and instead chose to separate myself by my own free choice into various limited mind personalities existing in constant fear and self-interest

I commit myself to establish myself as a real being of this earth where within that I act in constant awareness of the physical reality where within that I educate myself how to support in best ways all physical life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not able to stand alone and take full responsibility for myself and my reality where within that believe I have created “I am not good enough” character as a justification for not taking responsibility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give away my responsibility to the system that apparently supports and protects me and where I claim my free choice to remain in my rather comfortable position within that not seeing, realizing and understanding the extreme destructive nature of this system that has placed majority of life on this earth in absolutely atrocious conditions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that with my free choice to be and remain who I am at the moment I am actually supporting and perpetuating this abusive system and thus am directly responsible for all the suffering in this world

I commit myself to realize that one way or another I am responsible for what happens on this earth and thus I choose to instead of being blind co-creator become aware of my creation and ensure that what i create from now on is life supportive and not life-destructive

 

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19 comments on “Day 176: Fear of Responsibility

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