Day 177: “I am not good enough” character – Thought dimension (Part 1)

This blog is a continuation within the series of blogs I am writing about “I am not good enough” character which manifests itself within situations where I have to take action by making a decision to actively participate in my everyday reality. In this blog I am looking at the dimension of Thought of this character seeing what thoughts are activating this character.

Introductory Blog

Fear Dimension

Fear of being judged

Fear of making mistakes

Fear of confrontation/people

Fear of losing myself and that which I know

Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

Fear of losing free choice
Fear of  the responsibility

Thought dimension

 

Seeing myself in a situation that goes out of hand and I cannot control it

Seeing a picture that is “empty/blank”

Seeing a picture of myself where i am being screamed at/called out

Seeing myself in a situation that goes out of hand and I cannot control it

Self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the Thought as image/picture to automatically come up within my Conscious-Mind of me being in a situation with other human beings where something happens and the situations just goes out of hand and I am not able to control it and so   I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power away when and as this thought comes up where I allow this thought to activate the “i am not good enough” character and so determine who I am within my expression towards other human beings in my reality

I commit myself to when and as I see the image/picture of me being with other beings losing control of the situation stop myself from participating in this thought and bring myself back to breath and remain breathing in awareness as a realization that only in and as breath I have the control of myself where I have the directive principle of deciding who I will be in relation to the situation where I participate with other beings

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how this thought comes from the fear I have towards people and the possibility of there being a conflict and so instead of investigating my fears I allow the thought to come up within me and convince me about its validity thus sabotaging my active participation in my reality

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to stop the thought when it appears and push myself into action despite any preexisting fears so that I would put my fears to the test where my experience shows that most fears I have ever had turned out to be only illusions created and exaggerated in my own mind which have nothing to do with physical reality

Thus I commit myself to step in and participate with other human being in my reality realizing that if I allow my fears to direct my living without any real evidence of them being real I am submitting myself to the world of illusions and thus i commit myself to whenever and  whatever thought/believes/ideas I design and create in my mind about the reality I immediately test them in the real world to see their validity

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18 comments on “Day 177: “I am not good enough” character – Thought dimension (Part 1)

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