Day 178: I am not good enough” character – Thought dimension (Part 2)

 

This blog is a continuation within the series of blogs I am writing about “I am not good enough” character which manifests itself within situations where I have to take action by making a decision to actively participate in my everyday reality. In this blog I am looking at the dimension of Thought of this character seeing what thoughts are activating this character.

Introductory Blog

 

Fear Dimension

 

Fear of being judged

Fear of making mistakes

Fear of confrontation/people

Fear of losing myself and that which I know

Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

Fear of losing free choice
Fear of  the responsibility

 

Thought dimension

 

Seeing myself in a situation that goes out of hand and I cannot control it

Seeing a picture that is “empty/blank”

Seeing a picture of myself where i am being screamed at/called out

 

Seeing a picture that is “empty/blank”

Self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a thought/image of emptiness/blankness come up in my conscious mind when and as I am willing to participate/interact with other beings and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow this thought to direct me in my decision of who I am and what I do within my interactions with other beings where most of the time I decide to not participate at all

So I commit myself to when and as the thought of emptiness/blankness comes up in my mind I stop myself take a breath and do not allow this thought to decide for me or influence me in what I will do and who I will be within my interactions with other beings and within my participation in my reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by giving this thought attention and so believing that this is who I am I give my power away for the mind as that which i have programmed myself to be throughout my life to be the directive principle of my actions instead of deciding in the moment to remain in and as breath and physically practically participate in my reality thus taking responsibility for everything that happens in my world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that each time by participating in this or similar thoughts I manifest the consequences by creating the pattern of giving up on myself

I commit myself to upon seeing this or similar thoughts come up within me to stop the participation in the thought by taking a breath, speaking the living statement of who I am as “I am moving myself to participate and take responsibility for my reality” and then physically move myself to do whatever I have to do in the moment

 

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17 comments on “Day 178: I am not good enough” character – Thought dimension (Part 2)

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