Day 178: I am not good enough” character – Thought dimension (Part 3)

 

This blog is a continuation within the series of blogs I am writing about “I am not good enough” character which manifests itself within situations where I have to take action by making a decision to actively participate in my everyday reality. In this blog I am looking at the dimension of Thought of this character seeing what thoughts are activating this character.

Introductory Blog

 

Fear Dimension

 

Fear of being judged

Fear of making mistakes

Fear of confrontation/people

Fear of losing myself and that which I know

Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me

Fear of losing free choice
Fear of  the responsibility

 

Thought dimension

Seeing myself in a situation that goes out of hand and I cannot control it

Seeing a picture that is “empty/blank”

Seeing a picture of myself where i am being screamed at/called out

 

Seeing a picture of myself where i am being screamed at/called out

Self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a thought/image of being screamed at/called out come up in my conscious mind which is related to my fear of making mistakes/confrontation and where I allow this thought to determine my participation in my world

I commit myself to when and as this thought comes up stop myself, breathe and do not allow this thought to dictate my actions where in the moment I push myself to participate/interact with my reality in whatever way it is required from the starting point of doing what is best for all

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the thought where I am screamed/called out comes up within me because I am self-dishonest in my living where I am concerned about protecting some form of self-interest

And so I commit myself to become aware of each moment when and as this or similar thoughts come up and within that I investigate what it is exactly that I am fearing to lose as self-interest and upon finding the reason I agree within me to lose whatever I fear losing within realization that all forms of self-interest has to go

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how much limitation I impose on myself thorough allowing this thought to come up and influence my whole world spiraling me down the rabbit hole of fear, backchat, reactions, and consequentially destructive and irresponsible behavior

I commit myself to understanding the whole process of what happens when and as I allow the thoughts to direct who I am and so with this understanding develop the resolve to make the decision whenever thought arise to stop them and direct my living as myself within the principle of what’s best for all

 

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15 comments on “Day 178: I am not good enough” character – Thought dimension (Part 3)

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