Day 184: I am not good enough” character – backchat dimension (Part6)

 

 

This blog is a continuation within the series of blogs I am writing about “I am not good enough” character which manifests itself within situations where I have to take action by making a decision to actively participate in my everyday reality. In this blog I am looking at the dimension of backchat/inner conversations that manifest when I allow the character to continue.

Introductory Blog

 

Fear Dimension

Fear of being judged
Fear of making mistakes
Fear of confrontation/people
Fear of losing myself and that which I know
Fear of not being able to handle the truth of me
Fear of losing free choice
Fear of the responsibility

 

Thought dimension

Seeing myself in a situation that goes out of hand and I cannot control it
Seeing a picture that is empty/blank
Seeing a picture of myself where I am being screamed at/called out

 

Backchat dimension

How will people react when I change from being silent/introverted guy to suddenly being active in my participation
I just cannot start participating with people from my surroundings because the topics they discuss are useless and of pure self-interest
If I start participating/interacting actively I will have to sustain that and will not have the free time I used to have
I am not good at applying knowledge practically, I spent too much time just reading and listening to others
I just have to start doing it and it will work out
I do not have the critical thinking skills like others do, all I did was follow others throughout my life
*Here I will add more backchat if/when I find more during the process of writing 

 

Self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed self-judgment when comparing myself to others to exist within me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be better than others not considering within that the physical practical points like the development of skills and the whole process that is required for certain skills to be developed

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the backchat “I do not have the critical thinking skills like others do, all I did was follow others throughout my life” as self-judgment to influence my participation in my reality instead of practically seeing where and how I require to invest into myself to develop that which I lack in myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this backchat as the outcome from my unwillingness to make self-directive decisions and so actively participate in my reality comes from the fear of taking responsibility and so fear of standing accountable for the decisions I make in my world

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that talking/backchatting  in my mind is not the solution to correct that which I perceive I am lacking instead of realizing that the solution is to practically walk in self-trust the process of learning how to make self-directive decisions and actually do and live my corrections

I commit myself to stop the comparison of myself to other people within the realization that the programming/training/skills that each person has undergone and developed throughout one’s life is different and within that I commit myself to whenever I see in another that I would like to also have I look purely at the practical side seeing and understanding the necessary steps that must be walked for me to become equal in skill

I commit myself to focus into my everyday living where I notice how and where I am making all big and small decisions where within that I commit to take absolute responsibility for each decision thus developing self-trust and accountability

I commit myself to within this process of being aware how and where I make my decisions in my reality realize the importance of critical thinking and thorough investigation in order to make the best decisions and so I develop within each decision the skill of critical analysis because I realize that each decision I make has an effect on this reality

I commit myself to practice and develop my skills of critical analysis within making decisions until I am absolutely certain that each decision I ever make is considering all life and thus is what is best for all

 

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10 comments on “Day 184: I am not good enough” character – backchat dimension (Part6)

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