Day 199: Thought Cloud where Life is Lost

I will continue here from my previous blog where I wrote about my experience of being in the mind and not being here when communicating/interacting with another. This is a big point for me and definitely requires some correction as it is absolutely unacceptable to live like this in this reality. I mean this whole world and how we live in it depends upon our interactions/relationships with each other and if that is not clear, not direct, open and transparent we will never develop any form of intimacy with each other where we can recognize each other as equals and so develop an environment that is in fact friendly and supportive for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how I am not able to see or hear another when I am not HERE but exist in a separate thought reality of my own

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question in the moment the thoughts that come up within me about another because throughout my life I have accepted these thoughts as being normal part of my existence without ever questioning why and how they come up and whether it’s possible to live without thinking all the time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in distrust and fear of others where instead of open communication I chose to converse with myself in my mind not realizing how through this action I am validating my fears and separating myself further and further from other beings

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become an isolated entity living in my own mind reality not realizing that this own reality is based purely on self-interest and so when all the people in this world accept this own reality within them we lose the common sense and one reality that truly matters, which is this physical reality of which we are all made of equally

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and live the equality as who I am as my physical body living here with other physical bodies and thus consider others as my equal instead of allowing mind as thought, feeling, emotions that I acquired throughout my life and which are completely determined by the environment that I was raised in and which nowhere reflect real consideration for all Life here on earth, to determine how I live

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to identify myself with my mind personalities to such a degree that I find myself being in fears/a> and resistance when seeing the evilness of what I have become and that I have to change

I commit myself to develop the awareness in each breath of seeing and assessing myself in my environment where I make sure that who I am in each breath is standing in alignment with the realization that all that matters in this reality is physical real world and that all mind activities must be put to question, exposed and aligned to what is best for all

I commit myself to open communication with others within realization that others are not separate from me but are me as who I really am as the substance of this physical reality and that all my perception of others as being separate from me is only my mind trying to keep the bubble of perceived individuality and free choice in place

I commit myself to keep reminding myself that thinking about everything and all the time is not how life should be and within that I bring myself each time that I see myself participating in the mind back to breathing awareness where thinking has no space to exist


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