Day 225: Silencing Myself into Action

Continuing from the previous blog where, in short, I identified myself as being an intense talker about stuff that I want to do and achieve but when the time for real physical actions comes and where I have to stand for the words that I spoke – there is nothing of substance coming out. So here I place for myself the process of self-forgiveness where I release myself from the past and then design and structure a new path by writing self-corrective actions which I am willing to live an apply. Here you can view my previous blog for more detail on the problem that I am facing here Day 224: Talking Myself Away

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in what is known the “substitution”, a well-known psychological effect which means that by announcing your goals to people one gets psychological satisfaction from that and the realization of these goals in actual reality becomes less likely

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to stop myself participating in this behavior even after I noticed the consequences of it

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my compulsion to always talk to people about my plans/goals is in any way beneficial even after years of physical prove that it greatly diminishes my real actions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that in sharing my plans/goals with other people I am being an open human being setting the example of how to be honest and open about how I live my life not realizing within that how I am actually wasting my breath just to a feel good experience instead of setting a real example of producing physical results in my world and reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have another belief that if/when I share my goals/plans with other people and if I get positive response from them that will make it more likely for my plans/goals to manifest in physical reality without realizing how I was actually only mining for energy to fuel my mind alternate reality

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to initiate more physical actions and learn within the process by allowing myself to make mistakes and correct them and so learn and move myself within physical reality instead of living in the mind projecting, planning, hoping, that things will manifest but they never did

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the responsibility to take actions and in that justify the sharing/talking to people as seeking expertise/suggestions where it was all along the goal only to get my psychological satisfaction of apparently doing something by all means avoiding real actions that I found too arduous to initiate and continue

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and oversee the whole process of the goals I wanted to accomplish and within that becoming scared and discouraged by the amount of efforts that I saw needs to be put in instead of walking the process step by step from the beginning with patience and determination to achieve my goals no matter what it takes

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how in the long term, by wasting my words into air without any physical prove to show the validity of my words, I have lost all self-trust in actually getting something done where I began to see myself as constant failure ready to take another and another fall

When and as I see myself wanting to participate in this type of behavior, where I announce to others my goals and plans before I have walked any physical actions to see the reality of what I am talking about, I stop myself and breathe, I realize that if I continue to participate in this behavior I am reducing my chances to get anything done and so I simply remain silent and make sure that my goals are actually physically walked with patience step by step where in this I am able to describe and explain in detail the whole process that has been walked

I realize the consequences of participating in this behavior as it has been tested over and over by myself and within that I commit myself to stop wasting any words if I am not ready to stand accountable for them up to the end

In this I also commit to not become the opposite polarity of this behavior where I close myself completely from anyone finding out what I am doing and instead become my own directive decision maker where the main principle goal remain successful completion of my goals I have set for myself

I commit myself to utilize the tool of writing the goals/plan I am setting for myself to within that get as much information and insight as possible in to the matter thus enabling myself to make the best decisions within each step

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