Day 227: Guilt is Self-interest

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the emotion of guilt towards myself for not living my full potential but only existing in the comfort zone where no real action of change is truly lived to the end

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how my outer reality, as the mirror, reflects me back to myself, where for instance I caught myself reacting to people participating in life defaming behavior not realizing how I am doing that myself by participating for the most of the day in the reality of my mind instead of acting for the benefit of life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not utilize the gift of self-forgiveness when and as I see myself participating in patterns that do not support me and instead go into the experience of guilt thus trapping myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that behind the cover of guilt I am actually hiding the habit of laziness and self-interest which I am protecting with guilt instead of applying self-forgiveness and correcting the behavior

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the absolute uselessness of experiencing guilt which only shows my unwillingness to push myself and really change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge and criticize people when I see them participating in the believe of some God or some other greater powers when I myself exist in HOPE which is equal and one to how religious people live their lives waiting for something or someone to interfere and sort everything for them

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and convince others about the necessity of absolute self-dedication towards self if real change is desired when I am not living that myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to literally waste my time in Hope not realizing that time is finite and there comes a point where it’s too late

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize my aloneness within the process of birthing myself as life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to keep repeating that I will never give up on myself instead of becoming a living physical prove of that in my everyday actions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make promises to myself that I do not fulfill and within that making my words to become empty shells with no real substance where I can no longer trust myself

I commit myself to become aware of my obsessive participation in the construct of hope and within that ensure that each and every day I live the realization that only me myself can help myself

I commit myself to realize the simplicity of each breath which serves as the measure of what my life will become in the future – where I see and observe my mind throughout the day understanding that whatever I give my attention to the most that will be who I am

Thus I commit myself to utilize the hours and minutes of the day to participate only in the matters that truly matter, which is my self-education, active support of Equal Money System, support of Desteni group, sharing myself and supporting all those who are willing to stand with us to manifest a better reality by willing o take responsibility for what is here

I commit myself to stop wasting my breath and my words and speak only that for which I can stand accountable and thus start trusting myself and be trustworthy

 

 

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One comment on “Day 227: Guilt is Self-interest

  1. Cool and clear directive self forgivenesses/commitments – thanks for sharing!

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