Day 248: Waiting for the Answer

 

 

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait for an answer from outside source instead of giving myself the answer and living that answer in physical reality where I can test that answer and see if the answer was the answer or I need to give myself another answer and so I continue the process if self-investigation through real practical application until the answer I give myself is practical, livable and effective where in this process I develop self-trust as knowing that I am able to find solutions to every obstacle that I encounter in my reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a slave waiting for instructions from outside resisting to take full responsibility for my life where whenever something “bad” happens I can play dumb claiming that I am not the one making the decisions, I am just a slave here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become accustomed to the live of being a little slave unwilling to give up the little things that bring me pleasure – like happily trotting along, participating within thoughts and fantasies of the mind where I remain blind to the harsh reality in and around me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fantasize about braking free from the clutches of self-inflicted slavery but do nothing substantial to make this happen for real, especially when I know in exact detail what needs to be done

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within seeing the reality of myself as what I have become as the slave and then within seeing the possible potential that exists within me to make the decision to remain unchanged for a little longer, basically fooling myself that there is time and I can still allow myself to play around for a while and only then get serious about the reality not realizing within that how the mind has played a trick on me where in this the potential is lost and I am fully lost as a slave in the fields bending my back to support my survival

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage every opportunity that I have to break free from the mind control where I keep falling and spinning within stupidity cycles instead of stopping the carousel and applying that which know is effective tools of real living

I commit myself to when and as I start complaining and/or becoming depressed about my current state that I have accepted and allowed myself to be in to stop and breathe within realizing that I have blamed myself long enough and also realize that this blame served only as further self-enslavement mechanism to remain stuck – thus I commit myself to stop all blaming and simply live the answer which I know holds the key to freedom

I commit myself to identify and understand the techniques of the mind through which I have enslaved myself and in this ensure that I no longer succumb to them and so move myself in the direction of existing potential where I discover and expand myself beyond the comfy limitations that I grew accustomed to

 

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